I dont know what it is,
But one day you just wake up and think,
why.
simply why?
“Why not? Why now? Why did i do that?”
“Why am i here.”
and then you start to see all the conclusions and outcomes
and wonder, is this really it?
and with all this questioning, comes realization..
People are shitty, life is shitty.
things dont always go as planned.
But you got to make the best of things.
You got to see beyond what is blocking your view of the sunset.
You yearn to know, what can I do to make this better?
“Will this numbness ever end?
Will I wake up tomorrow and be happy?”
You are in control of how you feel.
so start controlling it.
